Pseudo Self Analysis
2003-05-26 : 10:55 p.m.


By nature I'm a quiet, passive person. Surrounding me are vocal, passionate, sporadic people who i think I resemble. It always surprises me when I rediscover how different I am from the people I immerse myself with. I also think that part of my extreme over passiveness is just reactionary against emotion driven. Obviously I feel emotions as strong as anyone but I don't always act on them. Perhaps it's because I only act in my head, having a stronger sense of imagination than how to deal in real life.

Because of my self-containment I often look and speak older than I am. Just today at work a guy hit on me. He looked in his early/mid thirties and I had done myself up to kill. (It was actually kind of cute. He asked me a few random questions about the store and then left shyly.) Sometimes I feel like I have to live up to my adult "exterior," sometimes I want to be completely immature and whiny, mostly I don't think about it.

Now's a time when I think about what I am. Or maybe I just want to write an analysis to tell you who I am.

1. I'm Catholic

2. I like studying and researching other religions

3. This has actually solidified my Catholocism

4. Half my friends are (contrary to popular belief) NOT Catholic

5. I'm an artist

6. I like composing pictures on the computer better than by hand

7. I primarily draw people

8. Landscapes on the computer are easier to paint and finish

9. I smile more than laugh

10. I look better smiling than frowning

11. Good thing I smile alot

12. I had braces for my hips and teeth

13. Now one can put a hula dancer to shame and both are where they belong

14. Somedays I like my legs better than others

15. I aalways like my feet

16. Just not their smell

17. In someways I'm like my favorite actor Elijah Wood:
A. We both have people looking at our feet (his as hairy, mine as twin toes
B. We both play the Monkey Island computer games
C. We both like Star Wars

18. In some ways I'm different than him:
A. I'm (obviously) female
B. Obscure punk bands don't thrill me
C. I don't smoke

19. I hate having bad breath

20. Anything minty is a God-send

21. I still drive the family cars

22. It's better than having to pay for my own gas.

23. Watching people tango is inspiring

24. Cheese doodles and Pepsi are a God-send when one is ovulating

25. Guys who are Catholic and socially "with-it" fall under my roving eye

26. Attractiveness is more of a bonus than most people acknowledge, including myself

27. Beauty and the Beast is my all time favorite story

28. I have no real all time favorite music. But I do like:
A. Classical
B. Irish
C. Scottish
D. Oldies
E. Pop rock
F. British Techno
G. Most classical and rock soundtracks
H. Musicals
I. Heavy rock
J. New Age
K. Jazz
L. Swing
M. Blues
N. Chrisitan

29. I hate being late

30. I hate it when others are late

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And that's about all I can think of...at the moment...:)

"'Why, you have nearly finished it, Mr. Frodo!' Sam exclaimed. ... 'I have quite finished, Sam,' said Frodo. 'The last pages are for you.'"
ship's wake : on board : the horizon
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